🖤 The Body That Knows Before You Do

Act II — The Surrender and the Self

The mind argues.

It always does.

It lists reasons, builds walls,

tries to make sense of feelings

that were never meant to be logical.

But the body—

the body doesn’t lie.

It answers before you do,

before you’re ready to admit

what’s unraveling inside your chest.

A breath that catches.

A pulse that betrays.

A warmth that blooms low and quiet

every time he speaks your name.

You tell yourself it’s nothing—

habit, coincidence, a trick of the moment.

But your body knows better.

It remembers him in ways

you’re still too afraid to claim.

It leans toward his voice.

It softens in his presence.

It settles, as if recognizing someone

it was never meant to forget.

There’s a reason desire begins in the skin:

it’s where truth escapes

before the mind can cage it.

And when he looks at you—

really looks—

your body answers first.

Not with permission,

but with surrender.

A shiver down your spine.

A heat behind your ribs.

A stillness that feels like acceptance,

not fear.

Because through all the noise

and all the reasons not to feel,

your body has already chosen.

It knows who you ache for.

It knows where you belong.

It knows the shape of the hands

you’ve been pretending not to crave.

Long before your mind admits

what’s happening—

your body has already whispered the truth:

It’s him.

It was always him.

Published by Samantha Kamstra

About Samantha Kamstra I’m a mom, wife, and storyteller writing about motherhood, marriage, and healing from childhood trauma — one honest reflection at a time. 🌿 Through love, self-awareness, and growth, I’m learning to break generational cycles and nurture myself along the way. 💕 This space is for every woman walking her own path toward healing and wholeness — a reminder that you are not alone, and that every small act of love and awareness is part of your becoming. ✨ Healing, growing, and loving — one day, one choice, one breath at a time.

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